Fear has been spreading through my body like a virus; affecting all my major organs and systems. Increased headaches, insomnia, pressured breathing are the physiological symptoms. Anxiety, self-doubt, and uncertainty express themselves psychologically. Fear of leaving everything and everyone familiar. Fear of re-establishing and re-defining myself in a foreign place. Fear of failure. Fear of success. And most pervasive is the fear that I may be making the wrong decision.
It annoys me to no end when, after revealing these fears about moving to Los Angeles to others, their response is usually that "things will work themselves out" or "will be OK." I'm annoyed by their simplistic assessment of my situation. I am even more annoyed that they are probably right. If fear is the diagnosis, then FAITH must be the cure. FAITH, like fear is a conscious choice. Therefore, today, I am choosing to replace all fearful thoughts with FAITHFUL ones.
EVERYTHING WILL WORK ITSELF OUT.
I AM EXCITED ABOUT STARTING A NEW LIFE IN LOS ANGELES.
I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO ALL THE BLESSINGS THAT AWAIT ME.
I WILL ENRICH THE LIVES OF ALL THOSE I MEET ON MY JOURNEY
I DO NOT HAVE TO END OLD FRIENDSHIPS TO ESTABLISH NEW ONES.
I WILL NOT BE OVERWHELMED BY DIFFICULT DECISIONS ANYMORE.
I WILL NOT ALLOW MY FEARS TO HOLD ME BACK.